TAMFERMABLES TV: why I decided to get into the study of dentatology and how it ⁓ is ⁓ a great part of ministry. You know, I found out ⁓ just recently, why sharing my feelings. on how much I ⁓ have invested my life in this. This have been since I've been home from prison. Well, even in prison, you know, when I started the studies, like, well, like that 1995. So it was one day, you know, one day while I was serving at time, I was in the state penitentiary up in Pennsylvania and I received a box of books. Now, one thing I would do, I do my best to get free books. You know, and so I would write for free books. And Monday I received this box of books, about five, six books in it. And it came from Research Center. I love that, man. It was from Research Press Publishing Company. And I started taking the books out of the box. The first one was Multicultural Society. Oh, interesting. You know, it featured how our language, like it's changing now and it'd be, nobody can stop it no matter what they try to do. The Hispanic language, Spanish, well it was Latin back then, but Spanish language, you know, it'd be a dominating force and a dominating language in days to come, decades to come, I don't know. But it was a book about. multicultural society, everybody mixing in. And then there was one about conflict resolution. And it really dealt with teenagers. But if you look at some of these so-called adults today, wank, wank, Lord have mercy. But it was conflict resolution. And then one of them was spousal abuse. Ask me if I know about spousal abuse. I know some things about it. Like I said, it's my third time around. I know some things, but the book, it was a research book and I was able to gather some things. And then another one was effective communication. And these books was helping me to do some things. You know, this was things added with, you know, to go along with the Bible because you still have to see, let me, let me say this here. See the Bible. It's the Bible. But then it's almost like you have to have the daily news to go along with the Bible. So to study these things were very important to me. And then the last book was Grief Dying in Death. I said, wow, I sat by the bed and it was, what's her name? Elizabeth Kubler Ross. ⁓ Heavy study in this thing. So I started following her and what she studied. She's the leading. person, leading individual. Yeah, woman, what do think about that? So now Elizabeth Kubler-Ross, you know, she have all this information. So yeah, I go right in there and start getting this information. So that's why I want to talk about how I feel, you know, what my emotions are, because no matter where we at in life, somebody is going through some grieving. and you might be on the end of their grieving.