TAMFERMABLES TV: Now, I had guitar in my hand. But first, let's say this here. Before we step over all these bodies, yeah, dead bodies, yeah, we still in the grieving zone, right? Stay with me. I forgot to mention though, that this is. the seven years of in-laws ⁓ second episode like I said the title I have a confession to make ⁓ So now, back then when I was carrying that guitar and after my daddy killed my brother. Yeah, I didn't even know what grieving was. I just started growing dreadlocks, turned off the lights, and didn't want to be bothered by no one outside of my educational environment, who I was going to school for. I stayed in school. I'm still taking courses right now in school. But nevertheless, I had a lot of women that were supporting me back then. I mean, you know, we're kind of back old school, this like eighties, early eighties, right? We even had a little fan club. So you know what went on with that? Yeah, a whole lot of women that was very supportive. I remember one day someone called here and you know, I don't have many people and me and my wife's business calling here, but you know, she have a lot of friends and associates, but one of them was curious, nice lady, you know, but she just caught me at the wrong time, you know, and, I owe her no apology, but she say she listens in. Here's the explanation. Yeah, women always have respect for. My older sister taught me very well. But nevertheless, all those women dealing with, you know, when you get into the book, there's names, I ain't got no numbers and all that stuff, but I'm just saying, yeah, all that stuff would be inside of there. That's all those things. But I want to get to this point. When you go to prison, all you young people that decide you want to do those things that may lead you there, people will forget about you. I mean, Forget about, stand there too long and see who's going to be there when you get back. Man, I didn't get a biscuit. I didn't get a homemade meal. Welcome home, where that come from? Who wrote that in the book? I don't know what that means. I'm just saying. So now, ⁓ they forget about you, your family, your friends, all those women. that was so very supportive, almost at Bay Listen, they were serving like that because they believed in a musician like that. Why believe in a man? That's what I was then, more like a dog. I wasn't all that doggish, I just had a lot of women around. So now, when it came down to... Coming home, we were there. yeah, it was some around barking. ⁓ that fresh stuff like that. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. So now. before leaving prison, the devil. He reminds me that when you get out there, you know it's about 14, 12, 10, whatever the number. That's how many the ratio was like 10 to 12 women to one man. I'm fresh in society. Raise the bug on. In the church house, ooh man. But it wasn't that kind of party, never that kind of party. Not the after, but in the before. They deserted me. Nobody wrote me a letter. Nobody sent me no comments every morning. They forget about you.